it’s like. have you ever even heard a Mayday Parade or A Day To Remember song?
n. the inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who you really like—as if all your social tastebuds suddenly went numb, leaving you unable to distinguish cheap politeness from the taste of genuine affection, unable to recognize its subtle and ambiguous flavors, its long and delicate maturation, or the simple fact that each tasting is double-blind.
Scar Tissue by Red Hot Chilli Peppers
i am outnumbered
(and no, I can’t stop writing
about things that don’t matter
and will never change)
i am nervous
i am under and overwhelmed